kalau benar menaruh harapan itu salah......

yup..... aku duk pikir gak la lately ttg harap-mengharap nie... mmg satu bende yg subjektif klau kiter nk perkatakan rite??? tp.. reality nye... this type of thing should be talked coz usually.. byk masalh yg berkaitan personal life n so on gak ader link ngan masalah menaruh harapn nie....

ok... thing goes like this... smlm... aku baru jer meet kawn aku kat hostel(perindu gak). this hanba allah just mintak tolong aku dgr masalah dier yg aku pikir n classify as major probz gak...

probz is dier nie mcm ader sense that ader sorang hamba allah lain nie suke kat dier... tp thats mmg tak really sure giler... just sense la.. dier pon minat gak la kat person tu... masalah nyer...even dier minat kat person tu.. dier mmg tak leh nk proceed lebih jauh ngan person tu coz dier dah anggap person tu mcm kwn sndiri...
tp dier takut person tu ader menaruh harapan kat dier.... so mmber aku nie berade dlm dilema... aduh!!

above nie is one of 1000 examples yg leh kiter renung reramai.... aderkah kiter penah menaruh harapan pd seseorang?? tak kisah la harapan aper2 pon.. but as long is it a harapan... n aderkah korang sumer sure aper yg korang arapkn dr person tu boleh jd reality(mcm lg jac)???? aper efek yg bakal korang terima if
1-harapan korang itu tercapai?? or
2-harapan korang tu just sekadar angan2 kosong bg person tu?? (tak tercapai la)

aper reaksi korang???? korang penah pikir tak??? byk persoalan yg korang kene jwb n renung kn...
aper yg jd kebimbangan aku is.... klau masalah2 nie will bring lots of troubles kat korang..
it all akn efek study korang, life, personal life also, current social being korang n so on...
mesti korang tak mampu nk control kn...

so.. for me.... dlm conflict mcm nie, u shouldn't give 100% harapan korang pd person tu... jgn sesekali tau!!
dont ever,bahyer giler tahap dewa zaman ais beku... per kater kklau la korang nie ader minat kat sorang ni, just slowly develop realation korang k... slow2 la... jgn gelojoh sgt....
takut terlepas??? yer la.. klau korang treat operson tu well, pandai jg ati, perasaan, jiwa n raga dier... mesti la dier cair mair ngan korang.... so... tak kn lari bukit bendera di kejar rite??? huhuu

so.. think bout it k....

wei...final exam IS COMING!!!!!

kadang2.. aku pikir la... (pikir mcm org matured la) aku mcm tak ready giler nk face fine exam nie....
takut giler la.. nie la final exam 1st aku during aku wat degree kat UiTm yg tercintan-mintan nie....

exam time asasi lu leh al aku main2.... coz mmg marking stndrd die tak ketat sgt.. (foundation kn)tp.. skrng aku dah masuk degree... woi... aku mmg "lagha" la...... entah per 2....

balik umah last week(dpt mc la for 5 days)aku tak study pon.. just bukak buku MLS jer.. tu pon bc pasal federation jer.... kejap jer bukak... pas tu trus terbongkang.. mcm tongkaang pecah la... huhuhu

sem nie... aku ambik 7 subjek.. plus ngan koku bomba...
bleh aker aku wat..... aduh.... satu lg problem yg aku ken solve giler2 nyer....
opssss.. luper.... final= 7/11-25/11/2005..... HUHUHU

jeng-jeng....... the return of me after bad fever!!

alopssss fren out there... ooooops..... i just got really well frm my very bad fever last n another last week...
got crazy on my mind today... just go back at home on last monday n got MC for 6 days..... yes.. thats what i really want..huhuhu....

u know... while i got my bad fever.... i also got sort of gum problem(ah..... just my wisdom teeth gonna be real...)huhuhuu..... also go migrain la....

but today, as i arrived at UiTM as usual, my life is greater than b4...dunne why.. my b coz i realize that my holidays are a lilte bit bored... so i misss my law classs... i really miss it...
so... my b bcoz of that factor, i become a brand new man... GO EWAN!!!! huhuhuhu...

anyway, i try to stay tuned with u all in this very happy go lucky (sort of) web... i guess..
gua chow lu beb...

arrr...2 hari yg membosankn kat perindu!!

wey... since smlm lg aku demam teruk arr.... satu badan panz macm buah ulu mik cik som timah!!.. dah lap panz.. migrain aku lak dtg melanda mcm tusnami bebaru nie.... smlm aku dah ponteng whole klas.... klas constitutional law, contarct law n law of tort(faverat aku).... aku dah mcm wanted guydah fac coz ponteng byk klas..

ari nie aku bgn tido kul 10.30pg cozaku just ader klas kol 4-6pm jer...so aku bgn n dpt feel "+"ve reaction lakat demam aku nie...
satu ari akuhappy tahp cipan...

tp msuk jer mgrib tadi.. bdn aku rasee sejuk bangat arr...dah sudah!!! demam datng arr... tambah2 la aku tension...
aku inagt nk lepak kat bilik jer.. tp oh my god.. mlm nie ader majismlm simfoni illahi..sume stud kat kolej kediaman wajib pegi...
wahhhh..... mcm aku skema sgt...

so.. aku pon decide kaur jer nbilik dtg sec 2 n surf intenet.. bahgiaidup aku..
tp still bosan arr.. mmber2 ramai gak gi sane n adeer gak gi juper awekz n so on ar....

hey guy.... u all tau tak nk baik demam ngan cepat wat cam ner??
plzzz helpme....

"nice holiday"

sorry coz be late for the latest update.... just getting so much bz with UiTM programs..namely pertandingan debat piala naib canselor...

got very bad day is the main point that make me going crazy day by day.. duh!!! sometime all the things that happend obviously give me thekind of "way" to express the feel that i felt inside this body....

but.... once more it will "kill" me..... why??? coz the feelling is really wired n uncontrol though..... i try so hard to control this thing but it merely show to me that its not suit to control at this level.

coming back to my holiday week... got holiday ma.... but this very own holidays is like no other.... its like wanna me to be in graveyard! n answering the mungkar n naqir's questions....wah!!!!

i have to finished my multimedia prsentation, be arunner for UITM"S braches, help Alfonso to create pidato's scrip n so on......
make me sick....

tomorrow i got mandarin test.. (listening) buti not really ready yet... coz all my time during this sick holiday ware stolen by the pertandingan debat n its ruining my life!!!!!

today's history!!!

yup.... today is a history to me n my life either... i have been created the hottest blog site (hurm.. i guesss so..m i?)...... guy... trying a new stuff, namely the thing that gonna xpose urself to public as a whole is like u "killing" ur self....

yup.. kills ur self...why... huhuhu..of coz la kn.... we r trying to tell the world about our life n so on... even its just a little thing u r exposing.. but its still call as exposure to our life....
but... why i jion this blog??? great question uhh??

ok... for me n my self alone..... get into this blog community is like alway intouch wif my beloved fren also inside this blog... dearset fren that fly far away to other place, fren that i forget b4 n of coz fren that want be freen wif me... (new pal) huhuhu...

really hope here that we all can be the very best fren ever n share the precious n sad moments together..... this what i call true friendship ever...
come n join me to create the world of true friendship!!!!!!!